She says a word carelessly
Does she know how deep it goes
I hear the words replayed
Day and night in my mind
I cry silently
Someplace where she can not see
I do not want her to know
Of this, my pain and misery
I know that I should not
Wound myself with such
But her words were unexpected
Piercing, sharp and edged
I never thought to feel
This age old pain
Not from her
Someone I love
And who loves me
I know she must
For we are of one blood
I do not think that she caused
This pain on purpose
But how I know
I do not understand
But she never had cruel intent

The price of happiness
Comes at the cost of tears
A crying sob echoes
Silently through the halls of laughter
We have come to the end
Only to find that the beginning is dead
Our sorrow silences
And hides behind dancing eyes
Notice me it screams
Help me it calls
No one hears, silence reigns
Captured at the heart
Glances from above
Shed your tears, my love
Shed your tears.
Drained of self
All is gone
Only the memory remains
And yet, stills the heart
As memory fades
It is gone, it all slips away
Far from here
I dance my song
I hear my steps
And see my music
I have no home
And I am lost
I tragic story begins with
"Once upon a time"
All is lost
The sun bleeds red
The moon has shed her tears
The stars sing faintly
A haunting lullaby
The strains glow warmly
In this final night

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
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I had to take the test twice, because I liked both the Cat deck and the Dragon deck. Why I was surpised that it was the same card, I don't know. I didn't change my answers, so it should have been.

I really don't want to go to work today. It is starting to punish my brain. I really wish that I could get paid for reading. That would be awesome, just reading, no writing reviews or criticisms. I'm no good at that.
Apparently I should have started a blog much earlier, I write more regularly here than in my mirror book. Even if the entries are smaller.
I hate titles, I can never think of things to put there.

Flame of life
Burn bright and warm
Wave of death
Swell dark and cold
Wind of hate
Kiss me last
Earth of love
Embrace me well

Flame of life
Burn cold and dark
Wave of death
Swell warm and bright
Wind of hate
Embrace me well
Earth of love
Kiss me last